Confessional Episode 5

[Andrew]

I'm just ticked right now. I can't win at this game. First I lose for the 4th straight challenge

then the vote is a mess, then we tie cause Jenn doesn't want vote her buddy Jon out, which of course means that she was closer to him than she was to me, otherwise why would she hesitate?


Then freaking HEQET gets to vote one of us out, and of course they pick Conny, who's now pissed at me because I wouldn't vote Jenn out.

I mean, sorry, but how was I supposed to know about this twist? If I had known, Jenn would be gone now. I mean granted, Conny isn't the most trustworthy player ever, (or so I've heard) but at least she was always honest with me. So now I've lost what was becoming my closest ally.

And now this Pharoah twist! Sammy winning Pharoah means he got to pick 3 people to be on his tribe. Of course he picks his Giza friends Torah and Jon. Not sure why he picked Clayton, maybe at Torah's request?

So basically, I've lost every immunity challenge, I've lost my closest ally, (and to boot, she hates me right now) and now I'm a FREAKING SLAVE!!!! Aye, aye, aye. Somebody must have put a pretty bad curse on me or something!

Okay, I'm done whining. There are some very good things that happened from this.

One, I'm still here. So, assuming I survive the next vote, I will once again make final 10, which I've never missed. Color me surprised since I've been to every tribal so far.

Two is that I'm in a very good position right now. One of the reasons I wanted to keep Jenn around is because all 4 of the Heqets are still in the game. That is very good, since now I can easily put the target on them from now on.

Right now, I'm tribemates with Ektor, Jenn, Morgan, Kyle, Syd, and Sean. Translation, that''s 4 non original Heqets, (me, Sean, Ektor, and Morgan) vs. 3 original Heqets, (Jenn, Kyle, and Syd). Take a wild guess what I'm doing now.

It really doesn't matter what order they go in. Syd can go since I don't know him, plus he seems like a gamer. Kyle can go since I'm not really comfortable around him, (too I dunno, is flirty the right word?, not to mention B1G Brother, he knows I played a huge game, that could hurt me).

And Jenn can go first, since I don't think she's ever really wanted to stick with me, I think she was using me all along, (and probably using Jon too), probably just long enough so that she can get back to Heqet. Dang, I feel so stupid now for trusting her! I can't believe I was actually thinking about keeping her around! EXPLETIVE! EXPLETIVE! EXPLETIVE! I'M SO FREAKING STUPIDI! Sigh, oh well.

Sigh, well Sean's already on board. Morgan will be. That leaves Ektor. I don't know how much Heqet brainwashed him, I know they were trying to get him to jump to their side. But I have 2 days, (maybe less) to get him back on track. Hopefully more if we win immunity.

Course therein lies a new problem. I've gotten to become pretty good friends with Clayton, (he's in another game I'm in right now). But if the Slaves win first immunity, they get to vote a Pharaoh out. While 3 Gizas together is a tempting target, Clayton would have to go first. The biggest reason is because if they lose someone, the Pharoahs have to vote someone into their tribe. If they choose someone that's not a Heqet, then the Slave tribe will have 3 original Heqets on a 6 person tribe, (just like what happened at Tawaret, when Michael go voted out). So if Slaves win immunity, then Clayton is out. If the Pharoahs win immunity, will that makes things way easier on me to off 3 people I'm not as fond of.

Anyway, having recalled what I've said, I'm guessing I'm gonna get the whiny edit. Crud. Oh well, not much has gone my way so far, maybe I can finally get things rolling.

[Andrew]

Well immunity's getting tight right now. And I'm nervous about the upcoming vote, whether we lose of win. It seems I have suceeded in getting Ektor and Sean together for the alliance and of course Morgan will be in. The problem is whether we win or lose immunity, I will be making a huge move.

If we win, then we vote a Pharoah out. Since I've gone anti-Heqet, that means Clayton would be the target. I'm hoping he doesn't go, I have bigger fish to fry, but if so, then bye bye.

If we lose, then we vote either Jenn, Syd, or Kyle. I want Syd out, he's WAY too big a stratedgic threat to keep around. But both Sean and Ektor are worried that Jenn is getting to be too big a threat to keep around cause she's strong at challenges.

I probably shouldn't be feeling so bad about voting Jenn out, I do think she had some kind of deal with Jon and with me, she playing both of us, even though she won't admit it. I mean, why else would she fight voting him out when it makes the most stratedgic sense? Because he's nice?! Somehow I don't buy that. I think there's something else going on there. Either way, if we lose immunity, then she will probably go next.

I feel kinda bad, since I was the one who made the deal to stick together, but the facts are that I'm in a way better position with Sean Ektor and Morgan than with her, and I tried to fight off her getting voted out. I just have to suck it up and get over it.

I've been playing too emtionally anyway. Normally I can be way more rationally. But for some reason, this season I've been trying to play Mr. Nice Guy. Well so far, trying to be Mr. Nice Guy has only resulted in Zoe, (AKA Dakota) Conny, and Scott getting mad at me, (okay I wasn't very nice to Scott, since I made fun of him never remembering us all the time), So screw Mr. Nice Guy wannabe! It's game time and it's time to play hardcore. If Jenn really wants to be friends, she'll understand that this is a game, and I meant no harm.

Okay, I feel good now! Guilt session is over! d**n, I'm going nuts this season! Must be from losing all the freaking time.

[Andrew]

Well well, quite the change is a happening. Seems Morgan wants Syd out first over Jenn. I can't believe she was able to change Sean's mind that easily though. Not sure what's up with that. Guess Morgan is just good at switching votes around. This works brilliantly for me. I've wanted Syd out for some time now, he's just too big a gamer to keep around.

Still I am worried about her wanting to take Ektor out of the alliance. I mean, yeah she can't stand him, but we really can't be choosy about allies, (hint hint, Andrew. You tried to do that with Jenn and lost Conny last vote, lol). True, this would put Jenn in, but I'd rather have someone like Ektor that I can trust more.

Anyway though, the plan is changed and depending how Ektor and Jenn act, Syd should go. Which is why I'm working Kyle too. Basically I'm gonna convince him that the majority is already voting him out, so he should too. This way, even if Ektor balks and Jenn tries to pull something, Kyle will be there to ensure Syd goes.

I think this will work out, so a Heqet will go and hopefully the Andrew, Ektor, Morgan, and Sean alliance will be able to pull this out.